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12|11|06 @ 07P] |
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ten days till maryland. get pumped bitches!
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I feel trapped.
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08|20|06 @ 11A] |
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This is the end of rotting away in the back seat.
This is the end of keeping it in.
They'll all know how I feel.
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[Wednesday::
08|16|06 @ 08P] |
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Nothing, i'm watching Willy Wonka. |
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It's been a long time.
I live in Florida now.
I hate it.
I miss my boyfriend. This is a feeling stronger than anything i've ever felt. And it's a bad one.
I miss my best friends.
Spare change can be sent to:
Kara Daisey
1217 Cheshire St.
Groveland, FL
34736
Thank you, that is all.
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[Saturday::
04|29|06 @ 05P] |
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Today was probably one of the hardest days I have ever had to endure. The show itself wasn't bad, but saying goodbye and seeing all of those people for the last time was extremely difficult for me. I'm so tired of crying. Someone please shoot me.
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[Thursday::
04|27|06 @ 01P] |
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Light My Fire - The Doors |
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Welp. I didn't go to school today because I slept none last night, and ended up taking a random pill and passing out. I couldn't even operate normally until like 3 hours ago. So all day I have been cleaning, packing, and enjoying this beautiful day, even though I feel like shit. This weekend.. hmm. I'm not sure what's up other than Saturday. LJs show with Clay Hannah and Clay's friend Will? I think that was his name. But yeah should be tight. It might end up being a little sad since it's gonna be the last time I see alot of those VA kids. But I'm not gonna let it get me down.
Lately i've been the happiest person alive, and the most depressed person alive all at the same time. Happy - because there's a boy by the name of Kyle Shane Lewis, and he is the most amazing and interesting boy I have ever met in my entire life. And he's been all mine for the past two months. I honestly could not ask for more.<333 But depressed because i'm moving to Florida in like a month and a half, and I have to leave him for two whole years. Oh well, when I come back, I will have him again and it'll be so worth the wait. I'm going to miss Hannah more than anything. She is my world. And I will fight anyone who tries to fuck this up for me. :] I love you two more than anyone in this entire world.
Let's see, what else. I might have a job. I'm applying for a receptionist position at the nursing home here in pocomoke. And i'm actually really hoping I get the job. First of all because I need the money, and second of all, because I like feeling like I'm making a difference. Even if I'm not. I like responsibilty and I've never had a real job. So this will help me show my parents that I'm capable of handling my own buisness and maybeeee they'll let me stay in Maryland for the summer. I also have a job taking pictures at a wedding on the island on June 11th. I'm super excited about that as well.
So yeah, life's pretty good right now. Besides all the moving drama. I will be okay, and in the end it'll all be so worth it. :]
PS- Prom is in like a week :D And I cannot wait.
PSS- I miss my kitty. Everyone send him prayers. He got put to sleep. :[
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[Monday::
04|10|06 @ 06P] |
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the depth of the world and the things that surround me every day never fail to amaze me. for example: being a bird would be perfect in my eyes. you'd have no limitations, no one telling you where to go or what to do or who to be. you could venture around all day and sleep in your nest whenever you get tired of flying. you could enjoy the beauty of the world and you could take the time to notice every detail. unlike life for us. no one ever takes the time to look at the little things. no one really cares anymore. but me on the other hand, i want to see every aspect of life. the good and the bad. i guess i just waste too much time wishing i could change the way things are and make them the way i want them to be. open your eyes, life is beautiful. i wish more people could view it the way i do.
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[Thursday::
03|23|06 @ 11A] |
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one: he kills me.
two: i love it.
three: life without him will be pointless.
four: i'm going to miss my best friend like crazy.
five: i expect her to make wise decisions while i'm gone.
six: i don't want anyone to be sad. i'm sad enough for the entire world.
seven: my head has to get better. soon. no not soon. now.
eight: i'm going to miss my brother. i never ever thought i'd say that.
nine: you never know how much you're going to miss something until you realize that you won't have it for much longer. you don't know what you've got till it's gone.
ten: i love hannah kyle lindsay tommy matt and jenny. more than anything.
eleven: i hope florida explodes tonight.
yeah that was just all in my head and i wanted to get it out. cool.
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[Wednesday::
03|08|06 @ 07P] |
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i'd def say that after years and years of bullshit, i've finally found what makes it all worth it.
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[Thursday::
03|02|06 @ 05P] |
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brand new. |
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so, it's been a while. some new things have happened. to begin with, i just got out of the hospital last night. my cyst is growing and i have a slow/irregular heartbeat. which is why i pass out all the time. so yeah, i've had quite an exciting few days in delaware. i'm glad to be home, i missed everyone and i felt like shit because i knew they were worrying about me. and i hate that. so no worries, i'm okay. :]
so on a lighter note, i've never been happier. you are the light at the end of my tunnel. <3 ksl.
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[Saturday::
02|11|06 @ 05P] |
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yellowcard |
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steven's dead. i can't breathe. i haven't slept or eaten since thursday afternoon. i can no longer listen to yellowcard without crying my eyes out. every time i close my eyes i see nothing but his face. i hate you God. damnit, i love you steven.
rip gspj <|3
6/4/88 - 2/9/06
may angels lead you in...
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[Friday::
01|27|06 @ 08A] |
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pretty ricky. |
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i'm sorry it has to be this way. i will miss you.
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01|05|06 @ 01P] |
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i'm in school. |
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[x] 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[]2. You watched the Pound Puppies
[x] 3. You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"
[x] 4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish
[x] 5. You yearned to be part of the Baby-Sitters club
[xxxx] 6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls
[x] 7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"
[] 8. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock"
[x!!!] 9. If you had plastic streamers on your handle bars.
[x] 10. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales"
[x still is, shit.] 11. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons
[x] 12. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head
[xxxx] 13. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
[x] 14. You played the game "MASH" (mansion, apartment, shack, house) ---
[] 15. You wore a Jordache Jean Jacket and were proud of it.
[x] 16. You had L.A. Gear
[]17. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in kindergarten
[xx] 18. You remember reading "Tales of the Fourth Grade Nothing"
[x] 19. You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off"
[] 20. You wanted to be a Goonie
[xxx] 21. You even wore flourescent clothing
[x] 22. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off
[x dude yes!] 23. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf
[xxxxx] 24. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school
[x i still have a few] 25. You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets
[] 26. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence
[x] 27. You remember hyper-color t-shirts
[] 28. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band
[] 29. You thought She-Ra and He-Ra should hook up
[x] 30. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets
[x]31. You owned a pair of jelly sandals.
[x hahahah]32. After you saw "Pee-Wee's Big Adventure" you kept saying "I know you are but what am I"
[x] 33. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"
[x] 34. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates
[]35. You almost got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide
[x psh duh!] 36. You had or attended a birthday party at Mcdonalds
[xxx] 37. You've gone through this occasionally saying "awwww"
[]38. You remember the popples
[x] 39. "Don't worry, be happy".
[x] 40. You wore socks over tights
[x] 41. You wore socks scrunched down.
[x]42. "Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back. SHE ASKED HER MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS ELEPHANTS ELEPHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE FENCE FENCE"
It jumped so high high high it touched the sky sky sky and didnt come back back back til the forth of july ly ly."
[x] 43. You remember boom boxes vs. cd players
[x] 44. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies
[]45. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare"
[] 46. You remember watching "Rainbow Brite" and "My Little Ponies
[] 47. You thought Doogie Houser was hot
[x] 48. You remember Alf, the little brown alien from Melmac.
[x] 49. You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool
[xxxx still watch that allll the time] 50. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"
[] 51. You know all the words to Bon Jovi
[x!!] 52. You played and or collected "Pogs"
[x] 53. You used to pretend you could transform into a MIGHTY MORPHIN Power Ranger.
[x yesss] 54. You had at least one GigaPet and brought it everywhere
[x lmao @ emma!] 55. You were obsessed with your "Easy Bake Oven" and your "Lite-Brite"
[x] 56. You watched the original transformers at 6 in the morning!
[x i have way too many, still.] 57. You weren't cool unless you owned at LEAST 6 Beanie Babies
i've been very easily annoyed lately. and i've had a really bad day. but idk that just made me smile a billion times.
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[Wednesday::
01|04|06 @ 02P] |
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i want a new layout. this shit is so ugly.
also, the next ignorant little freshman that hits on me is going to die.
cooooooooool.
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[Tuesday::
01|03|06 @ 01P] |
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yeah so i'm in school. and the computer won't go to xanga. soooo livejournal will have to do for now. i'm pretty pissed off. and disappointed in someone... they made a promise to me and broke it. and now they have to pay for what they did. and it's gonna suck because nothing can get them out of the situation they are now in.
you promised me.
i trusted you.
why on earth would you put yourself in that situation.
jkshguiwheguisdhfg.
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[Sunday::
01|01|06 @ 08P] |
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daddy's watching tv. |
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livejournal blows.
www.xanga.com/iamyoursiren
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[Sunday::
12|25|05 @ 10P] |
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time of your life - greenday |
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today is just as bad as the 22nd was. god i miss him so much. keithie albert lorenzo mann. <3 i love you more than anything, and i just want you to know that i'd give up the world to see you one more time. just to tell you that it wasn't your fault, and that you don't have to feel guilty anymore. FUCK! i need you goddamnit.. Rest In Peace.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
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[Saturday::
12|10|05 @ 02P] |
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Emery |
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k so i'm bored.
and ready to leaveeeee this house.
my parents are gone for the weekend.
so if i decide to come home tonight, i'll probably have some people over. maybe.
depends on what i end up doing today actually.
k i'm hungry.
peace.
Oh and PS- Kara has a new rule. Never fucking ever date the same person more than once. Chances are if we broke up the first time, there was a good reason.
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[Sunday::
12|04|05 @ 11P] |
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Iron motherfucking Maiden |
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so. i was just talking to alex about stupid kids.
hahahaha. people that almost get themselves arrested over stupid shit,
make me laugh. really motherfucking hard. way to be a douche bag.
i really hope it snows and josh def just fucked up our agreement.
josh, i hate you for life. <3 just kidding, i love you fucker.
but yeah, freal... no school tomorrow?! i'm hopin'..
peaceeeeee. <3333
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[Thursday::
11|17|05 @ 02P] |
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and happy or i'll die. |
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Nothing i'm in school. |
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I'm in school.
I hate school.
Penis period.
Yeah.
I like juice.
I like jolly ranchers.
I like grapes.
I like Michelle cause she makes me laugh.
I got them rainbow colors in my cup..(in my cup).
Jolly Ranchers man, that shit be good as fuck(good as fuck).
Thats that syrrrpp muthafucka thats that syrrp muthafucka gettin blowed....................
Mhmmmm.
I also like little green men.
Mmmm.
I like not matching.
I hate how the weather changes so much it gets everyone fucking sick.
I hate how I have a migraine.
I like my camera.
I miss my computer.
I love penis.
I like money.
But I have nonnnnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeee. =[
There's stuff in her lip gloss.
And I don't know why.owwwww.
Your lips are shiny.
Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy school is boringgggggggggg.
The people beside me make me laugh. (Kyle and Michelle.<3)
69+.6+052+05+052+0489+0+025+90490496047985804894798049148914947914
That is kyle's version of a barcode. with plus signs.
yayyyyyyyyyyyy.
i fucking hate school.
i can't wait to go home and do nothing.
I want a double cheeseburger.
"You put a space, how silly are you?!"
jvdhbusfdhgiuhrgdkghihgdfiuhwsigh ihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh atoiehisohtieht i hate oyu.
I love story of the year.
Just kidding.
I want an apple.
I like nothing.
I was just kidding this whole time.
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